Thursday, May 19, 2011

Tinierme game online..

yea me and paulina had been on that game for a while idk y she introduced me to all this random weirdos lol this guy was funny  but he was weird hes all like hitting on chicks like 10 minutes after he meets them lol... i like meet him and hes like mines and hers bro we call him bro but the creepy thing is he was all like o yea i love you my sisters im like ... okay bye and i left XD i didint know wat.. andd then later hes all like telling my friend i was cool even do i met him only like 5minutessssss and yea then both me and her come abck and hes all like holding some chick im like wtf,, me and her are like playaaa.. and yap that was my tinierme experience also note the outfit they give u does NOT come with shoes man i am currently still barefoot begging for money around XDD cause i wasted most my money on this one thing to get cool stuff but i ended up with no shoes..

Friday, May 6, 2011

Lolita: Something to be PROUD of

You're not alone!!
I'm writing this post for many lolitas. For the lolitas that are harrassed and discriminated against. The ones that feel different from the rest of the world, who treat them like aliens just because their dresses are prettier and frillier than a barely-butt covering, bland old black dress that's so short it can double as a shirt. The things girls actually WEAR nowadays. Whatever happened to "pretty as a princess"? It seems like the trend nowadays is "pretty as a...raccoon? Skunk?"

Sorry, I don't want to sound mean, but I must tell each and every lolita that you are beautiful. What I believe to be true beauty as well; do you know why? Because you are dressing for yourself. Girls wear those...dull? Trying to be nice dresses, sleeveless and sliding off their breasts, attempting to suffocate their thighs, because apparently men think that looks sexy. Here's my question: Why care what men think? Wear whatever thing you want, if he's truly worth it, he'll come to you. Wouldn't you get the bad  boyfriends if all they care about is that you look hot? Lolitas, on the other hand, dress because they think Angelic Pretty, Innocent World, and all those other brands look elegant, kawaii, amazing, and perfect for them. Not him. This counts for fairy kei, the new style mori girl, visual kei, manbas and banbas-- any japanese street style. They are so unique and different, and for some reason, the rest of the world doesn't like anything out of the straight, fixed, black-and-pencil-skirt-line.

No lolita should be afraid to walk outside in a sugary carnival dress and meet the world's eyes. It is not acceptable that people should be rude enough to discriminate against you just because you have on a pink curly wig; I hope you never think that's just a way of life. Don't worry about it. Fight back with silence and smiles as you walk past. As I've said before, your lolita clothing is your armour. You prove you are strong and you can break through convention so many others follow, just by wearing that jumperskirt. I think that's one of the many reasons I love lolita and those who are lolita-- you have to be strong, to be a princess.

This is why you should take pride in how strong you are! You may not realize it, but lolitas are fighting a bloodless war. Rather than guns and bombs, the weapons are nasty looks, distasteful murmurs, rude comments, and creepy glances. But we have our own artillery! Smiles, explanantions, and just plain silence-- ignoring is the best way to go. And while there ARE a lot of rude people out there, there will always be the nice ones-- compliments, and of course your fellow lolitas. Don't give up the fight, my poofy princesses. The end is always happiness. ☆

Thursday, April 28, 2011

The Long and Winding Road

Sorry for not posting in such a long time~~~
You see, I've been really busy. I just went to le SAKURA-CON, and that was epic. I met so many fabulous lolitas there, wearing my light blue gothic lolita wavy wig (with PIGTAILS OH HECK YUSH) and a KAWAII pink dress with little roses on it that my friends mom made so sweetly <3 Some creep actually took a picture of me and  Maria (she had a wig like mine but pink with a white blouse and a skirt with roses all over <3) without our knowledge. And old dude. Gross. -.-
Other than that, I've been trying to save up bunches and bunches of money and that is HARD when you are 13 and you don't have parents like Maria's who buys everything for you. (EVERYTHING.) I accidentally used up a bunch of money at Sakura Con ;_; BUT I'M TRYING AGAIN! 10 BUCKS A WEEK FOR BRUSHING THE DOG EVERY DAY! (She sheds. A lot. But she's kawaii <3)
Since I'm so young, it's very hard  to be a lolita, you see. So, I'm trying really hard, and starting off small. I have a step mom that doesn't have a clue about how marvelous lolita is!!
FIRST she thought it was dressing like a prostitute because Lolita is a common prostitute name!!!
After I explained to her that it's practically the EXACT OPPOSITE OF A PROSTITUTE, she went on to believe it's a sub culture about DRUGS  because I told her it's based off of things like Alice and Wonderland and she gave me a huge lecture about how she wrote an essay in college about people getting high while smoking pot and watching the crazy loopyness of Alice and Wonderland. UGH.
She just keeps getting the wrong idea over and over, and says it's too expensive, so. I have to start at Bodyline.
Being a lolita is HARD. It's true. But that's not stopping me from being one. As Victoria Suzanne said in this article, lolitas are strong. The world may disagree and look down on our layers of petticoats and giant bows, yet we have to stand our ground and meet their eyes. I hate giving up on anything. It shows weakness, and no matter how princess-like a lolita may appear, we must become warriors and wear our dresses like armour. It's sad, what the world has become; showing hatred to anything that is different. But only the tough can power through that hatred! So power through with pink mary janes. (Oh heck yush ;3)
I can be positive that everyone on Earth just wants to fulfill a dream. Some never do. I have so many dreams; surrounding myself in lolita is but one. I have a long road to go; and I hope that girls with the same dream walk the same road. Maybe we can become amazing lolitas together. ^-^
So, it's time for me to continue. This is a blog about that walk, down that road.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Getting sick lately....

Hai peeps , so yeap if you have been sick lately like moi you should know how extremly boring it is god i was at home doing nothing for 3 days + man but i was really sick i had the flu but then i still do im just better so theres ur anwser pau pau if u are asking why i havent talked to u on msm XD srrry i have been getting on but ur never on this week U<U , so if you are also sick i recommend you some things so you do not die of boredom.

  • watch tv
  • go on the internet and look up interesting stuff like why cant penguins fly
  • text your friends in school so they get their phones taken away
  • go look at rambom peoples blogs
  • eat lots of stuff
  • my mom says to eat soup and stuff
  • look for the clothes u are gonna wear when you get back to school
  • go play with your dogs if u have any
  • read >;3
  • play with moms clothes
  • rest
  • look up justin bieber to make fun of him
  • call selena gomez a pedo for dating him
  • find better stuff to read than this
from maria~~ <33

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Isn't that Just So Funnay.

This picture is hilarious. Looks like the family road trip to Long Beach every year for me. I'd be Rin, screaming. XD

Monday, March 21, 2011


Have you ever just wanted to pulvarize, eliminate, obliterate, wipe out a certain someone by torturing and tormenting their very last miniscule, minute molecule causing them to be nothing more than a pathetic heap on the floor, kissing your feet, begging you through their gushing crimson tears to stop the destruction as you transform and bend and distort them painfully, agonizingly into a miserable disaster and then depleting their existence till there is nothing more left of them than a stain in one's mind, a faint memory of a hopeless nothing that is soon to be fading away, a ghost of what once was, drifting out of your mind more and more and more by the millisecond as you go about your next day, laughing of what was the past in which you had so much time gloriously sinning the earth with your destruction yet knowing no one on this earth cares about the small, petite smudge, speck, flaw that you wiped out of this world as your rage consumed you and it was the only thing you desired to do at that very moment you did it, destroying a pitiful, pathetic being and then snickering at the mess you cleaned up the very next day, as things go right and easy with that worthless scum gone from the world for good and your life going the way you want it because of the "disappearence" of a certain someone?

...Well I have.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

My Make Up Routine

Well, my friends been asking how I put on my make up so I'mma say, and give tips for people with different faces than mine.
I first start with the liquid foundation. You dot it around your face-- for me, three dots on each cheek, one on the chin, one on the nose, and two or three on the forehead cuz my forehead's big. It depends on what face shape you have-- smaller forehead, less dots, etc. You don't want to overdo it or your face'll look cakey!
After dotting your face with it, rub it in, in the direction of your itty bitty face hairs--downwards for the cheeks, chin and nose; the hairs on your forehead are split in the middle, so rub the foundation to the left on your left side and right on the right side of the forehead.

Dot it on the face, like so.
Next, I put on blush with one of those big fluffy brushes. Here's a tip-- smile to yourself in the mirror before putting it on. Then you can see your cheek bones-- apply it there. Again, only a light amount, so you don't look like you have big red circles on your cheeks xD Like a clown.

Kinda looks scary when you skim your eyes on it.
Next, we get to the eyes!  This part especially depends on the person. Since my eyes are one of my best features, I don't need to do much to them--don't put on what you don't need. I apply eyeshadow, then mascara. My eyelashes are longer than the Mississippi River, so I just use mascara to darken them. But some girls need to do the precedure differently!
Always do eyelashes last. I start with eyeshadow. Though if you got circle lenses or colored contacts, put those on first. If you want a mature look, go for mild tones similar to your skin color; if you want a smokey look, darker tones blended in with eachother; a cute, sweet look, lighter, sparklier tones.
Next, a lotta girls do the eyeliner, although I don't need to. Again, the eyeliner depends-- for the mature look, black eyeliner that builds up more on the outer corner of the eye. For the smokey look, a heavier bit of black eyeliner. For the sweet look, lighter colors of eyeliner like lavender or silver.

Tutorial for a mature (yet cute and pretty) eye.

Lastly, the eyelashes! Put on them falsies if you have any. I just put on some mascara and I'm good to go. Make sure the mascara isn't too chunky though. Or, if you need to, curl the lashes first then add mascara. Whatever mascara fits your needs-- lengthening kind, volumizing kind, or the kind that does BOTH. =3 Pretty eyelashes look good with all styles.
And finally, add some gloss to your lips. I put on some chapstick first so my lips don't get dry, then some gloss. Occasionally, lipstain too. Whatever you please, but if you wear lip liner make sure it is always lighter than the lipstick! And don't wear lipstick all the time or it will suck out the natural color of your lips.

There you have it! Tips on making your face look purdy!! x3